Sample read - A Ship Called Abigail

It started. Bong. Bong. Bong. Bong. One, two, three, four o’clock. Hammers in the massive Grandfather clock in the parlour below pounded against the tuned chime rods, condensing the space of four hours into a matter of a few seconds.

In his bedchamber directly above, Harris Wimberly opened his eyes, still in the mist of sleep for a space of some seconds. For that space of time, he was not sure where he was, or what day of the week it was.

From somewhere far below, within the bowels of the house, came the chattering of a steam valve as it opened. Fueling the air heater, it signaled the start of the waking day, and warmer air within the house.

After an exhausting and lengthy dirigible flight from England just three days before, where he had labored at his trade for a fortnight, he was once again at home in his own bed. He would sleep here only for these three nights. Then once again his trade would call him to another city, and another series of nights in beds not his own.

Reluctantly he arose from his bed, with his head slowly clearing; he lighted two gas lights on the wall above the dressing table. For the next hour he attended to his toilet. He did so silently, his mind engaged apart from the work of his hands.

Another city to visit, and a new client whom he hoped to woo, and to gain favor with for the success of his professional presentation. Doing so would fulfill for him a personal gratification from the employment of his professional skills. And not to be left unmentioned, for the good it would do his financial holdings.

Finally, dressed and ready for this travel day, he studied his appearance in the tall wood framed looking glass standing in one corner of his bedchamber.

Tall, with a build that to his way of thinking was too slender for his height, and with facial features in which he took little personal pride. He was a modest man of mild self-regard. He did not consider himself a peer to other men in appearance, and certainly he did not consider himself handsome. In truth, his visage was comforting and inviting of trust. And he was in spite of his own self estimation, in the eyes of others, a handsome man.

He leaned toward the glass to examine his face closer. Locks of black hair which refused to do other than curl fell over his forehead. Eyebrows, thick but with hairs that dared not curl, formed their straight lines over his eyes lending an almost stern impression on his face.

From the looking glass, two friendly eyes of green looked back at him. Lower down on his face, surrounding his lips, a moustache and cleanly trimmed pointed goatee matched perfectly in colour and texture to his hair. Except for the curl.

His nose was bold but narrow, only in length extending from his face did it draw notice. That nose to him was always too prominent. But she had always assured him that it was a handsome and noble nose.

He often wondered if she meant that she liked it. Or that she simply accepted it, and said nothing more in respect for his personal dignity. Nevertheless, it was a point of self-consciousness to him. In his self-judgement, it was not something a lady of fair countenance would see as an admirable physical attribute in a man.

Now, the image he saw in the glass changed, and became something that was not his own face. That was now the face of a woman.

A singularly beautiful woman. With hair which rivaled his own in its blackness, and a face of white, almost as of alabaster, with features which he had loved, and that had loved him…

But alas, she was no more. Three years had come and gone since that last day while he held her hand, the spectre of death visited. And now he was alone.

Today the image was less solid than before. Now it was thinner, and more whispery than it had been before. Every day in which he saw it, it became less solid. In his heart lived the cold fear that her image would soon vanish completely. Then, he would indeed be alone.

For a moment the object of his vision changed again. It drifted to a distant meadow on the bank of a river. There within a flower graced garden girt by a low white fence, a small but inviting white weatherboard house stood facing the river.

From the chimney above, to one side of the wood shingled roof, a light fluttering stream of smoke arose, announcing the presence of warmth and comfort below on the inside of the house.

Alas, the house with its occupation was never to be. As quick as the image appeared, it was gone. He blinked to clear his eyes and now it was only his own face that he saw.

His thoughts were interrupted by the sound of pounding of the knocker on the front door. His driver was here.

Harris opened the front door to observe in the pale light of a nearby gas street lamp, a tall, thin man. A man taller than Harris himself, with the notable feature on his face, the straightest, and most narrow pencil mustache Harris had memory of ever seeing.

The man wore a plain black caped greatcoat, and a black bowler hat. He was just removing his brass rimmed goggles from his eyes when Harris opened the door.

Harris did not recognize the man. Of course, a new and different driver was not unusual each time he called for a ride to the aerodrome or to the railroad station.

“I presume I am addressing Mr. Harris Wimberly?” the man advanced. “I’m Taylor, your driver to the aerodrome today.”

“Of course,” Harris responded. “Thank you for your promptness. I only have one bag.” That item was already sitting just inside the door.

The man named Taylor quickly took possession of it. Turning, he walked down the outside steps to a car waiting by the curb.

The car’s running steam engine even now was hissing and releasing small swirling streams of steam which were quickly swallowed up by the thick darkness.

Harris donned his own caped greatcoat, and pressed into place the herringbone flat newsboy cap on his head; he followed the driver down the front steps, and crossed the paved sidewalk to the street to the waiting car.

With luck, the drive to the aerodrome would span about half an hour, but experience and reality told Harris that with frequent traffic congestion, the ride might last more of a full hour.

His nature favored worry. Delays bothering his travel schedules and plans were ever the cause of anxiety to him. He had lost his optimistic spirit long ago.

***

Before leaving his house, on the small table by one side wall in the foyer he left the pre-written folded sheet of paper with his instructions to the housekeeper.

Along with the few instructions, was the list which was short as Agnes managed the house well. With the list was the cheque which was payment for her services for the month, as well as some extra for household items which she had requested to be purchased.

***

Taylor took hold of the long lever extending from the floorboard of the car, ratcheted it into the position to engage the steam driven piston to the driving gears. With his other hand on the shiny brass steering wheel, he guided the car into the driving lane of the street.

The late October morning was dark and damp. A light rain during the night had just come to an end. Fog to some degree or other was an almost constant presence here in Fredericksburg. And today was no exception. This morning the fog was heavy in the air.

Adding to the residual steam from cars, lories, trains and a host of other transport vehicles, even with the advancement of the sun to come a little later, daylight was rarely a fully bright event here in this city. Nor was it much different in most other large industrial cities around the country.

Harris pulled his own goggles down over the top of his cap, and sat back in the passenger seat of the open top car. He closed his eyes with the intent of engaging in quiet personal contemplation during the ride. That quiet time was not to be.

The man named Taylor began speaking before they had gone a city block. Harris never did learn the driver’s first name, if indeed Taylor was not his first name, nor did he feel obliged to ask.

But the driver was in the mood to talk, and he did so with great enthusiasm and cheer. His desire seemed to be to know all that there was to know about his passenger.

Harris, never a man comfortable with intimate man to man talk, at first resented the intrusion into his, as he thought of them, personal affairs, but soon he grew surprised at his own wanting for openness this morning.

Now mildly amenable to such questions, he made himself free to the other man’s questions. Aware of his own introverted personality trait, he was reluctant to engage in conversation with strangers. But once one who was a stranger opened up to him with conversation that matched his own personality and interests, he was put more at ease. And if he did not talk more, he listened with more attentiveness.

What Taylor spoke of now did cause him some emotional pain, and gave rise to near animosity toward the other man. Hearing the other man tell of the wife and children, all healthy and living, who would be waiting for him upon his return that evening did trouble him with haunting and persistent regrets.

Harris and Ruth had had no children, through only the fault of the physical inability on her part. Adoption had been a part of some talks together, but when the sickness fell upon her, that subject was raised no more.

Now Harris regretted that they had not provided for an adopted child of their own. Had they done so, at least he would now have someone. For other than a few distant relatives with whom he had little association, he was alone.

Taylor would learn that Harris Wimberly was a mechanical engineer specializing in steam operated electric power generating facilities. Being a man of independence, Harris was free to select projects which he himself found of sufficient interest to accept as assignments.

Such work required frequent travel, and today was the same as many other days, beginning with a hired ride to the aerodrome, or to the train station.

He owned no vehicle of his own. Eschewing what he considered overly busy public transportation to and from the aerodrome, or train station, if that was his mode of travel at the time, he contracted private chauffeured rides for the purpose.

Today his flight would take him part way across the country to Topeka, a large industrial city almost in the centre of the country. He had been there before, but only in years long past. Thus he had little memory of the nature of his destination today.

Expecting this project to require only a few days of his time, he had reserved a room for himself in an inn not far from the aerodrome, and within easy walking distance to the client’s office.

He did have the choice of the faster steam electric powered express train over the slower lighter than air Zeppelin dirigibles. But he preferred the quietness of the airship ride that took him far above the bustle of the traffic down at ground level. From up high he could look out over the layer of clouds and on clear days see the land slowly pass away behind him far below.

They had not gone far before they were interrupted by the approach of a very long, and very slow freight train pulled by two massive engines traveling on rails intersecting the cobblestone street.

Against the darkness and fog, the red electric lights of two long wooden arms, painted in alternate stripes of red and white, one for each street lane direction, lowered before them.

This, among the few remaining non-electrified railroad crossing gates in the city, by the barring arms, the dim silhouette of a man stood on the far side of the lane to the left. In his hand the man wielded a heavy looking crank which he fitted into a set of gears which turned with a creaking sound.

After several turns of the crank the arms were lowered, barring the tracks to crossing. The flashing red lights were accompanied by the clang, clang, clang of a bell.

Harris found himself intrigued by the image of the man who had lowered the arms and who now stood aside. With a distant white light showing through the fog behind the man, his outline took on a halo appearance as though the light emanated out from him.

Now the man waited patiently for the train to pass, after which he would reverse the process with the crank, and the barrier arms would point straight up. Then the street would be free for traffic to pass.

For now, the man stood as a stationary fixture. Over his head he held a bumbershoot as protection against rain that did not fall.

Harris wondered what thoughts occupied the man’s head while he stood so motionless, simply waiting for the next task of his employment to be fulfilled.

The corners of his mouth turned up ever so slightly at the thought that further along the rails, at another crossing street, stood a man, perhaps just like this one. That man also waited silently preparing to apply his hand crank to a set of gears to lower the barrier arms across that street. Perhaps he too held a bumbershoot over his head.

Most railroad crossing gate controls were electrified; thus the operation of such gates was not dependent on operation at the hand of a man. Not so this set of crossings and a few others likewise.

Faraway now but building in intensity, and drawing closer, came a deep rumbling sound. Then came the sound of hissing of steam, the sound now transformed into another sound. The whistle of the approaching train as it wailed out its warning. Two long blasts. One short blast. And one final long blast. Each blast was louder than the one before.

The sound of a steam whistle always touched Harris. It stirred something inside him which belied his staid, some saying stodgy, day to day routines of his life. A routine that denied romance, and especially denied uncertain adventure. But a mesmerizing sound to him, nevertheless. With a great release of steam, the whistle blasted again.

Next, the yellow gleam of a headlamp high off the ground broke through the fog, and the rumble and the shaking of the ground announced the arrival of the first of two engines leading the train to follow.

A long black iron boiler above gave birth to hot steam. Steam turned the dynamos making the electric current which powered the driving wheels turning on the rails.

From within the cab behind the boiler, now passing before them, pale light bathed the faces of the engineers with an eerie amber glow.

A billow of black smoke, briefly seen in the lights on the street, but was quickly lost in the blackness of night, arose from the flared funnel on the front of the engine. Along the turning wheels, likewise billows of steam hissed out in anxious purpose of driving the large wheels on their way to wherever the train was purposed to go.

As if hurrying to keep up with its mate before it, the engine following seemed to be even more urgent in giving forth of steam and smoke. Even with that effort, the pace of progress forward was slow, for the train following was very long. The two men in the idling car knew that it would be a long wait before they were free to continue their journey.

A sudden and short-lived flurry of chilled wind stirred by the movement of the train sent a chillness which Harris felt enter the open car window. Soon, he was reminded, the season would advance into winter, and he hated the cold of winter.

Fredericksburg was in the north eastern part of the country. Winter did come early there. But winter had not come yet. There would still be more days of tolerable and even temperately pleasant temperatures yet to come. This was just a reminder of what lay ahead.

He began to grow anxious that time was not in his favor. If he missed his scheduled flight, within a few hours, another airship would lift off bound for his destination. But it was not his nature to welcome changes in his plans or routines. And such a delay and resulting change of schedule would not be welcomed.

He did not relish arriving at his destination late in the evening, as would be the case if he was forced to take a later flight. Right now, he had time to spare, but the time to spare could vanish if the train did not soon pass.

He preferred to schedule his arrivals to allow in the evening, or even later afternoon, all the better, upon arrival at his hotel, time to refresh himself before dining at some nearby eating establishment.

Then later, after dining, back at his hotel, with a warming drink, to have time remaining of the evening to study the work documents he brought in preparation of the meeting the following morning.

He liked, weather permitting, to walk about the nearby streets of the city he was visiting. Never would he venture far from the district in which his hotel was located. But he found the walks, soothing to his mind and relaxing him enough to, he hoped, rest in sleep after he retired for the night.

Restful sleep came less often than his mind and body craved. Her memory was still too much a part of his thoughts. And though he tried with the exercise of walking to tire himself sufficiently to cause dreamless sleep to come quickly, only sometimes…

But he would continue to walk. And upon returning to his hotel room, to strive to push thoughts of her from his mind.

For a space of time the two men in the car remained silent as the long train rumbled by, and the click clack rhythm of the iron wheels rolling over the rail joints continued.

Taylor spoke, breaking the silence. “You must miss her dearly.”

Harris had not expected such a personal question from the driver. At first, he did not know whether to answer honestly, opening himself to someone not closer than a stranger. Or should he respond harshly as some things were just too personal to share with strangers?

He had not intended the news of his widowhood to be made known but in the conversation the driver so skillfully managed, it was out and…

Miss her? The word ‘miss’ fell lacking at describing the hollowness within his soul. What did the word even mean? She was gone and nothing was the same. Nothing was right with him.

“Aye. Very much” was all he could answer. He hoped that nothing more would be said on the subject but his hope was not to be realized.

“Have you, do you ever think about the future?” the other inquired. “You are young still. Have…. have you given any thought to finding love again?”

The question took Harris aback. This was a question which he had rarely, and with reluctance allowed himself to dare considering. Now a complete stranger was asking him, and the question left him without an answer.

After a brief pause, he replied, “I don’t know. I don’t know. I was a husband. I was supposed to be… am supposed to be a husband.” He could add nothing more.

Taylor continued. “You know the heart of a man is big enough to hold more than one love. Not at the same time certainly, but one at a time, truly.”

Harris turned his head full on toward Taylor, in wonder over his words.

Taylor explained. “Let me put it this way. When a man loses through death, the woman he has loved for so long, her loss leaves a hole in his heart the size and shape of her. The edges of that hole are raw, bleeding and ragged.

“Over time, the edges heal. Somewhat. But they remain raw and sore. That hole never closes. He never forgets her. If he loved her while she lived, he will love her still after her death. That’s what we know as grief.

“But, here’s the mystery,” he continued. “Here’s the amazing work of God. A man can learn to love a new woman when he is ready. She will fill his heart just the same as the one who is departed did before.

“The new love does not encroach on the space of the hole the lost one left. That will always be there. There is no loss of space in his heart for the former love. Nor is there a lack of space in his heart for his new love. She whom he lets into his heart now has his entire heart.”

“How can you know this?” Harris asked. “You have not lost as I have.” There was a tone of bitterness in his voice.

“No, I have not suffered loss as you have.” That’s all he would say in answer to Harris’ question.

“Another woman to replace my wife?” Harris asked. The thought of someone in Ruth’s place had never entered his mind. Now even the thought somehow repulsed him. To bring another woman into his life would be a betrayal of Ruth and her memory. Impossible, he thought.

“I don’t have all of the answers you need,” Taylor continued. “I know that Holy Scripture says much on the matter, and other than point to that source of comfort and peace, I can offer no comforting words.”

To himself, Harris thought, “what else did I turn to but to the words of Scripture?” Harris was a praying man. Or to be more honest to himself, when he allowed such honesty, he had been a praying man. He knew that his only source of what inner peace he had, came from his times of prayer, and the reading of the Holy Word of God, but even those times were scarce these days.

To him, that seemed an empty answer, and his claim of receiving comfort was often short of honest. He nodded affirmation to the comment and remained silent.

Suddenly, the last wagon in the long line of the train, with flashing yellow electric lamps, rumbled by them leaving the rails empty. Low hanging, just above the top of the rails, streamers of fog writhed as something in agony until they blended with the source from which they came, and they were seen no more.

The man under the bumbershoot sprang into action, cranking and cranking until the barrier arms were once again skyward. The red lights became dark and the road ahead of them was clear to permit them to continue on their way.

Somewhere far down the tracks, now coming back only as an echo, the blast of the whistle wailed a long sorrowful goodbye, and the train had now quit this part of the city. From somewhere else came the sound of a very large clock striking the hour.

The remainder of the drive to the aerodrome was made with neither man speaking. The gentle rhythm throb of the single piston under the bonnet propelled them onward over the cobblestone streets toward their destination.

Taylor knew his way well. Soon the lights of the aerodrome came within view. Harris knew that he had arrived with a sufficiency of time before his flight was scheduled to depart.

Expressing his gratitude to his driver and tipping him well, he removed his goggles, stuffing them into an inner pocket of the coat he wore.

Just before driving away, Taylor offered a final word to Harris. “God has a plan for your life. You don’t know what it is now, but you soon will.” With that, he drove away and was forever gone from Harris’ life.

Later, after breaking his fast with a serving of eggs and ham with toast, and a cup of hot tea, he settled into his seat in the passenger compartment, which was hung just below the massive gas filled envelope of the airship.

Looking out of the round window by his seat, the daylight was just appearing on the horizon, which here consisted solely of the jagged spires making up the city skyline.

The colour of bronze announced the coming of the sun. It was a pale and timid light as the sun sought to make gain above the top of the city skyline. Above it all, the sky remained in darkness, only showing a hint of deep cobalt blue.

That colour palette soon faded away to become blood red which with the city skyline silhouetted, turned the whole visible world to a dual tone of red and black. Soon the colours would all fade and the light of the day would become flat and without inspiration or soul.

The conversations with Taylor still troubled his mind. Who was the man, and how did he seem to know so much about the grief of loss?

Harris did feel the loneliness. The feeling was becoming more acute every day. Since Ruth’s death he knew the desire for female companionship, but he had never approached another woman, nor actually sought female companionship. He was young enough, and the urges of his body were not something to easily deny.

When from time to time, his imagination allowed thoughts of taking a mistress, or even visiting the ladies down on Broadmoor Street, he quickly found the thoughts repulsive. No, he simply could not do that.

His own words to Tayler stood out in his thoughts. “I was supposed to be… am supposed to be a husband.”

He tried never to allow himself to think beyond today. Or to consider the prospect of never, for the rest of his life, enjoying love or female intimacy.

When they came, the thoughts of that possibility caused a coldness to creep up from deep inside, and fill him inside even as it touched his heart. And now that thought, once again, pushed its way into his mind.

With an effort of will, he pushed the thoughts out of his mind. He breathed a silent prayer, “Lord, I need your guidance and help.”

Now, his thoughts changing, his conscious pricked him with the reminder that he and Ruth had been faithful to be in church every Sunday. And now he was breathing a prayer he felt unworthy to be praying.

Now by himself, he had been neglectful, and he missed that part of their life together. He recognized that within him, in his inner being, a bitterness and resentment had set in.

He did not like the changes he felt himself going through, but for now, how could he avoid them? Nothing suggested to him how to escape what he felt to be becoming. Or to return to something better. No. He knew of no way to affect any change in his life.

With a leather-bound book in his hand, Harris prepared to spend the flight time reading to occupy and hasten the hours until the flight would end. He would read. Then he would sleep. And the flight would end all the sooner as a result.

Now, there was only silence and stillness outside, for the great engines which would push with their rotating blades, the craft forward through the sky, had not yet started.

Then came the sound of dynamos turning, and petrol fired heat for boilers began producing steam to drive the great engines. The throb of turning propeller blades would soon signal that next would come the loosening of tethers holding in place the great airship.

Then the rise from its mooring tower to the sky above would be the beginning of the passage from Fredericksburg to Topeka.

Harris heard none of this. The book lay open, pages down, against his abdomen. The gold cord tethered monocle fell from his eye and rested on his chest. He was fast asleep. Once again, he dreamed of her.

Chapter 1 - A Mysterous Driver

The spring semester had just ended and Harris was anxious to quit the university campus as fast as he could. The task of packing his belongings was now finished. He would give no further thought to studies until the summer holiday was over and he had to return and pick them up again.

He took one final look around the dormitory room. Partly to ensure that he had not forgotten anything, but also to impress the vision on his mind for remembrance of the good days and nights living here. Mostly good days and nights, he corrected himself.

His roommate Jacob Crenshaw was nowhere to be seen and that did not bother Harris. Harris barely tolerated the other student and was relieved to be free of his company. Free of his company for at least for the next three months, that is.

He and Jacob were not intellectual peers, nor did they share any cultural or life experiences in common. At least that was his assessment of his roommate.

The few conversations they falteringly tried to have, usually fell short of being satisfying to either of the two. Thus, they retained a relationship which was defined solely as two students sharing the same sleeping quarters.

***

Now Harris was dressed for traveling in brown cotton corduroy trousers, a silk lined wool waistcoat of the same colour as the trousers, and a heather green cutaway coat. Topping this, a brown flat newsboy cap.

The day was bright, without clouds nor signs of rain nor fog. It was a day to cheer his spirits, should they need cheering. His spirits had cheer of their own.

With the leather portmanteau containing his clothes in one hand, and a smaller carpet bag in the other, he passed through the door of the dormitory hall onto the steps heading down to the front entrance of the building.

Reaching the bottom and rounding the corner at the bottom of the stairs, he and Jacob met head-to-head. Saved from butting heads by Jacob’s quick-thinking outreach of his arms, the two men stood face to face.

“Woah, old chap,” Jacob exclaimed, caught in surprise. “Sorry for the close scrape, Wimberly. I was in a hurry back to our room to finish my packing.

“I’m glad I caught you before you got away. I have some news. I’ve become engaged. Aye, to be married, and I will not be returning for the fall semester.”

Harris was taken by surprise, for before now his roommate had never spoken of a romantic interest. “Congratulations, Crenshaw,” he stumbled for a response. “I never heard you speak of having a lady friend.”

The other man’s face flashed red briefly. “Aye, I’ve known her only a short while but she has agreed to become my wife. I know we will be happy. I believe you are engaged as well, right?”

Harris nodded in return. “That’s correct. One more year here for me and I’ll receive my graduation papers, and be free of this place. My Ruth and I will be married following my graduation.”

“Great! Great. I wish you both much happiness,” Crenshaw said. He shot out his hand and Harris sat down the bag in his right hand and took the other man’s hand in a handshake.

“I wish you the same,” Harris replied with genuine good will. “But you said you aren’t returning here in the fall. What will you do?”

The other man’s chest extended with pride and his mouth formed into a very wide grin. “I’m entering into an apprenticeship with her father in his dynamo rebuilding shop. I’ll have no need for learning letters. I’m better with my hands anyway.”

Now Harris was deeply interested, and a question troubled his mind. “How well do you and her father get along?” he asked. “You said you’ve not known this lass long. Are you sure you’re doing the right thing? For your own good, I mean.”

The other man saw the sincerity in Harris’ eyes. Why old Wimberly had never thought to give him the time of day before, he thought to himself. Why such concern now?

“We get along splendidly,” he replied with no hint of defensiveness in his voice. “I can’t say why I know it’ll work out well, for I don’t know why it will. But I just know it will. I feel it down in here.” With that, his balled-up fist pounded against his own chest. “The feeling in the heart, you know.”

The man was convinced and sure of his own destiny. Harris had to admire him for that. Not wishing to inject any doubt of his own into the other man’s happiness and determination, he made no further inquiries.

“I’m happy for you,” he added. “It sounds like her dad is a trooper. She is a fortunate lady to have her dad still living and interested in the affairs of her life. You’re a fortunate man, Crenshaw.”

“Thank you, Wimberly. I believe I am as well,” the other replied.

“One word of advice, if I may be so bold,” Harris added.

“And that is?” Jacob inquired, a little defensive.

“Take care to not neglect further studies. This engineering science is a bugaboo if you don’t take charge of your own mastery of it. You certainly know that.”

Jacob did. The doubtful look faded from his eyes to be replaced with gratitude for Harris’ sage advice.

“I thank you for your words of wisdom, Wimberly. I certainly do take them to heart, for you are correct. I do intend to continue to learn, and as well as book studies, I hope to learn a great amount by working with her dad.

“Now I must run. I have a train to catch this evening.” He extended his hand and the two men exchanged a hearty handshake and each went his own way.

With this brief conversation, Harris knew more about his soon to be former roommate than the past entire year had revealed of him.

When he returned to the university in the fall, he would find himself meeting a new roommate. If they could not be best chums, then at least he hoped that the new roommate would be as non-intrusive as Crenshaw had been.

After bidding Jacob Crenshaw adieu, Harris picked up his bag and walked out the front door and onto the walkway leading to the street. The walk to the train station was two city blocks.

Harris was a man of good physical strength and the pace of his stride was brisk. He was in a hurry. Although his hurried steps would not cause the train to arrive at the station any sooner, his anxious anticipation of the long ride home set the pace of his feet.

His mind not on the path of his steps before him, he stepped off the curb to cross a street and narrowly missed being run over by a fast-moving steam cycle.

Harris hated the noisy, and to his mind, dangerous devices. Two wheels belonged only on foot pedaled bicycles. Install a clumsy single cylinder steam engine between the rider’s legs and the world was not made right.

The rider, clad in plaid with dark glass goggles under a tweed newsboy cap gave Harris a look which was not hard for him to decipher, as he swerved to miss him. The rider sped away and Harris was brought back to the present and attention to his surroundings.

***

After fourteen hours on the train, he stepped down from the carriage onto the pavement of the railway station in the small farming town of Toledo.

This was the place of his birth, and he grew to early adulthood there. It was there that he attended school until the opportunity came for him to enter the university to pursue studies in the field of power engineering, which he loved.

Now the town was distant in his affections. With his introduction to the much larger world outside, far away from the simple farming life which was just about all the little town of Toledo could offer him, he kept no affections for this place. With his own parents now passed on, only one thing drew him back there. A girl named Ruth.

The message in the last telegraph from her, the night before his leaving the school, said that she would be at the railway station to meet him upon his arrival.

He looked around. Others were coming and going. Some were there to meet arriving passengers. So far, there was no sign of her. Was the train early to arrive? No, the train had arrived on time.

***

She was late. A tinge of irrational fear and suspicion took hold in his heart. A half hour passed while he stood on the platform looking around and doing nothing more.

Then rounding the corner of the station building, skirt flying as well as black hair, she came running. Straight to him and leaped into his arms.

The feel of her firm bosoms pressed tightly against his chest. The fragrance of her hair, and of the leather of her waist corset with its brass buckles crossing the front, assailed his nostrils making him almost lightheaded.

His desire for her was strong, but the two of them made a solemn commitment to each other the day they made official their engagement. The enjoyment of the bedroom must wait until the marriage ceremony was concluded.

For now, the holding and kissing, his sharing of the thoughts and secret dreams of his heart to hers expressed in words, and her silent but assenting agreement would be the limit of expressions of love between them.

“I didn’t hear your car come up,” he said. The sound of an approaching steam engine car was not a thing to miss. Unless one’s thoughts were held captive elsewhere, and his had been.

“I’m so sorry my love, my future husband, for being late. One of the tyres on the car went flat,” she added. “Dad’s new hired helper repaired it for me.”

It did not matter to Harris that she was late arriving. Now he felt foolish and a little guilty for the imaginations and fears he had felt only minutes before.

She was here and it was right. With each of them carrying one of his bags, they walked around to the front of the train station. There a car waited, its boiler hissing idling steam and a small amount of smoke drifting upward from the tall funnel on the front end.

Harris had long admired Ruth’s car. He admired the gleaming copper banding around the shell of the glossy emerald green bonnet covering the boiler.

He liked the high placed gas headlamps on each side of the brass framed windscreen, and its many other points of mechanical beauty.

Certainly, the admiration of her car paled compared to his admiration for Ruth. Almost from his first sighting of her, he was drawn to her. And she to him.

She had not yet expressed in words, the same admiration toward him, but she had shown him in ways more comfortable to her that indeed she did love him. It was enough. He trusted her love for him.

She was now betrothed to him. After one more year at the university, with his studies finished, then in a profitable employment, the two of them, Harris Wimberly and Miss Ruth McCullough would be joined together as husband and wife.

Upon reaching Ruth’s car, without warning and in a sudden and unplanned fit of mischief, he silently mouthed “watch this” toward the back seat of the car.

Then he dropped to one knee and reaching out, he grabbed Ruth’s left hand in his. “Ruth McCullough, light of my heart, will you marry me?”

This was not the first time he had done this. In truth it was done more for the purpose of teasing the one who even now was watching the couple.

Ruth’s cheeks turned to crimson. “You already asked me to marry you, and I already said I would,” she answered, more out of irritation than honor at his redundant request. From somewhere behind her, a snicker was heard.

“I know, but I wanted to know if your answer would still be the same,” Harris responded. This was a jest, for he had no doubt what her answer would have been. Still, he enjoyed the look of the expression on her face at this moment.

She loved him, and she had chosen him above all others whom she might have chosen. That knowledge was enough for him and his soul was contented.

The polished copper windscreen frame caught the sunlight and the reflected light spread a warm golden glow on Ruth’s face. Harris thought of the image of an angel. Surely this must be what they look like, he thought.

“My answer would be the same,” was her response.

In the back seat of the car, with elbows resting on the wooden wall separating the front from the rear seats, and with fists firmly against and supporting her cheeks, sat a round faced girl.

She had a band of freckles across the bridge of her nose onto her cheeks, extending out beyond her eyes, and two long pigtails hanging down her back.

The pigtails seemed unable to decide if they should be red or blonde. She watched them approach and she watched the mock performance Harris had just put on.

A knowing and mischievous look in her bright brown eyes warned Harris that he was about to become the victim of her teasing manner.

Ruth had just laid the carpet bag she carried for Harris on the floorboard of the back seat. A hissing whisper came from the back-seat area of the car.

“Ruth an’ Harris sittin’ inna tree….”

The look from Ruth stopped the rest of the verse. “Liz, mind your manners!” The redness on Ruth’s cheeks was not lost on her much younger sister.

Elizabeth – only known as Liz to friends and family – was nine years younger than Ruth. Appearance wise, the two could not have been more different.

Mischievous of spirit, the young one never missed an opportunity for taunting Harris unmercifully.

Ruth and Harris both knew that in her heart, Liz loved her older sister, and was glad to see her happy. Besides, in her young mind, she thought Harris was “dreamy cute”, which was how she had expressed it to Ruth when Ruth introduced the two of them for the first time.

Suddenly, on this sunny day, a dark shadow passed over the car. Looking up, they saw a very large sienna coloured object, shaped very much like a lemon passing overhead, a few hundred feet above them. Great wings extended out from the sides of the airship on two levels, one pair below the other pair.

The wings were made of a thin fabric stretched over wood spars, and a tail of like construction. The trailing edges of the wings resembled the wings of a bat.

A thin trail of grey smoke followed along behind the airship. Huge propellers mounted on pods below the wings pushed the airship along at a lazy pace, as the rotating blades beat the air with an audible sound.

Suspended below and to the front of the huge gas filled envelope was a closed cabin with glass windows all around.

A sigh came from the rear seat of the car. “I wish I could be up there,” Liz spoke, in a voice filled with hopes and dreams as yet unfulfilled.

“I would love to be going somewhere in an airship. Especially in one of the great dirigibles. I wonder where those people are going.” Harris did not know.

“I want to go to Paris,” she added. “Have you ever flown in an airship, Harris?” she asked.

He shook his head. “No. But someday I hope to,” he replied. “Flying to Paris would be grand. Think about flying over the Atlantic Ocean and looking down, seeing nothing but water for however long the flight would take; until you reached land, that is.

“Airship travel is not fast, you know. Of course, it is faster than travel by steamship,” he added.

“I don’t care,” she countered with a sigh. “I wouldn’t care if it took a fortnight to reach Paris. The anticipation would just be all the greater. I hear passengers get to drink Champagne and eat the finest of food the whole trip.”

“You’re too young to be thinking about Champagne,” Harris laughed. “Besides, I don’t know about the whole trip. That would be a lot of eating and drinking.”

Harris himself wondered what such a flight would be like. Other than his travels between the university and home, Harris, in his young life had traveled very little. Those travels were all by train.

He dreamed of the future for just Ruth and himself, and the magic journeys he hoped they would share and enjoy together.

“Someday you’ll get the chance to ride in an airship. All the way to Paris,” Harris assured her.

Though the car belonged to Ruth, now she was seated on the passenger side, putting Harris behind the polished mahogany wood and brass steering wheel. That was her preference and now she sat close beside him, leaning against his side tightly.

Harris felt her warmth against him and he wanted her. The feeling of tightness down low within his body warred against his mind and his will.

He struggled to steel his mind against thoughts which tantalized him, and the stirring temptations which would not do to let come to life.

The same desires tempted Ruth, but she too held that commitment to be sacred. Soon. Very soon. Just have patience for the time until then.

The remainder of the drive to Ruth’s family’s farm was made with neither of the three speaking. Above them, the sky was blue and absent of clouds or fog.

There is a time for words and there is a time to let the silence speak what two hearts want to hear from each other.

For Harris and Ruth, this was such a time. The rhyme of the pulsing steam piston failed to distract from the blissful feeling in Harris’ heart. His world was blessed and he could not have been more content.

With his own family passed and the Wimberly family farm sold, Ruth’s family was his own. Now that he had put the engagement ring on her finger, it was all but official. He was solidly a member of the family to them.

The cobblestone streets of town gave way to the asphalt of the two-lane highway that passed by the town. After a distance of six miles on that highway, a turn took them onto a narrow road of white coloured dirt.

Branching from this road of dry and dusty dirt, shorter roads broke away to reach individual farms and homes along the way.

Suddenly the speed of their travel slowed as they came up behind a flatbed wagon pulled by a team of four horses. The wagon carried a very high and wide stack of hay bales, and moved along ever so slowly. Harris braked and pulled a lever releasing steam and the car slowed.

Ahead of them the wheels of the wagon raised a cloud of choking white dust. Harris further reduced speed to lengthen the distance between them.

The teamster turned on his seat to look around the stack of hay that exceeded the width if the wagon. With a wave which could only be understood as, “sorry,” he cracked his long whip over the horses.

Their pace forward did not increase. The width of the loaded wagon narrowed the available access to the opposite lane. With the reduced visibility of the dust and the frequent curves of the road, passing the wagon was chancy at best.

There were not many cars coming toward them in the opposite lane. But there were enough, and they were frequent enough. Harris remained where he was behind the hay wagon.

Eventually, Harris approached a place where the road was somewhat wider. Seeing that no vehicles were coming from the opposite direction, he managed to pass the slow-moving wagon.

The grin on Liz’s face which had turned into a sulk when they had to slow down behind the wagon, remained that way for the remainder of the ride home.

***

Homecoming was sweet, Harris thought, upon sighting the old farm with its three-story wood frame house, which was now beginning to take on a look of tiredness.

As Ruth’s father was beginning to show the signs of age in his physical body, some tasks around the farm were deemed less urgent. Repainting the house was one of those tasks which the older man put low on the list of urgency.

Harris would do what he could this summer to help in any way he could. He certainly held no fear of a paintbrush.

It was not his house. It was Ruth’s family home, where she had been born and in which she had grown into the woman she now was. There she would remain living until the two of them were married.

Nevertheless, when he was there, he felt the welcome of family within. Lacking any other family home for him, a bedchamber was his while he was at the farm during the summer break.

But for him, her family farm and his time there had become something more. Now it was the anxious anticipation of what was to come tomorrow and beyond.

To him it was the making of the future which he and Ruth would share together forever. Forever is only what can be seen by the eyes of the young.

For him, there is everything beyond tomorrow, for tomorrow was forever. And there is nothing beyond forever, for it is forever. And certainly nothing falling short of forever.

For he and Ruth would soon become husband and wife and there would be no end to their marital bliss.

Chapter 2 - A Dorm Mate Takes His Leave

But Ruth replied, "Don't urge me to leave you or to turn back from you. Where you go, and where you stay I will stay. Your peoplewill be my people and your God my God. Where you die I will die, die, and there I will be buried. May the Lord deal withme, be it ever so severely, if anything but death separates you and me."
(Ruth 1:16-17)

And they that know thy name will put their trust in thee:
for thou, Lord, hast not forsaken them that seek thee.
(Psalms 9:10)